I'm torn between right and wrong and at times feel that I have no morals.
I know being with you is not right but I can't help it... You brought me back to life.
You have given me a purpose to live and beleive in love again.
The more that I talk with you just makes me want to be with you and never let go.
You are the sweetest friend that I have ever had, and although it may seem soon, I love you.
I love your spark, your attitude, and your smile.
And I feel blessed to call you my friend.
Because even though I'm torn between right and wrong, I will always love you... Even if just as my friend.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Just knowing
Just knowing that you are back in town makes me happy.
Just knowing that I may get a chance to see you makes me smile.
Just knowing that I may get to hug you and hold you makes me feel warm inside.
Just knowing that I may get to kiss your luscious lips gives me hope for a better day.
Just knowing that I may get a chance to see you makes me smile.
Just knowing that I may get to hug you and hold you makes me feel warm inside.
Just knowing that I may get to kiss your luscious lips gives me hope for a better day.
It saddens me
It saddens me to know that you are not near me so I can look into your eyes and feel the joy of your company.
It saddens me to know that I will not be kissing your luscious lips in the days to come.
It saddens me to not be able to hold you, hug you, and smell the wonderful perfume that you wear.
It saddens me to know that you are out there having fun and I will not be there to share your laughs, to share your smiles, to share the moment with you.
I am sad because the longer I'm away from you the more I think about you and the joy I feel when I'm with you.
It saddens me to know that I will not be kissing your luscious lips in the days to come.
It saddens me to not be able to hold you, hug you, and smell the wonderful perfume that you wear.
It saddens me to know that you are out there having fun and I will not be there to share your laughs, to share your smiles, to share the moment with you.
I am sad because the longer I'm away from you the more I think about you and the joy I feel when I'm with you.
Gods Masterpiece
Our lives are painted on a canvas in God’s hands.
He does not reveal the final picture to us at first, only parts of the picture unfolding in front of our eyes.
We cannot always understand the reason for the people that come into our lives, but we take comfort in knowing that it is a part of God’s final design.
But God is a patient painter, so we must be patient to see the final masterpiece his is painting for us.
He does not reveal the final picture to us at first, only parts of the picture unfolding in front of our eyes.
We cannot always understand the reason for the people that come into our lives, but we take comfort in knowing that it is a part of God’s final design.
But God is a patient painter, so we must be patient to see the final masterpiece his is painting for us.
I can
I can't breathe when I'm away from you.
Thinking of you gives me the courage to take back control of my life again.
I will no longer resign from love and have my life pass me by.
You have shown me that love exists and is worth pursuing.
You have shown me to love again.
You have shown me to live.
Thinking of you gives me the courage to take back control of my life again.
I will no longer resign from love and have my life pass me by.
You have shown me that love exists and is worth pursuing.
You have shown me to love again.
You have shown me to live.
I had given up on love.
My heart had been broken so many times that I was convinced that love was just a four letter word.
I’m not even sure if I’ve ever fallen in love. Who really knows what love feels like?
Is it when you can’t stop thinking about someone? Is it waiting for the next text message from them, hoping it will be soon?
Is it wanting to stay on the phone all day talking to them? Is it like an addiction that you just forget about everything but that person? Is it willing to give up everything to be with that person?
Oh my god, I just realized I’m falling in love.
I’m not even sure if I’ve ever fallen in love. Who really knows what love feels like?
Is it when you can’t stop thinking about someone? Is it waiting for the next text message from them, hoping it will be soon?
Is it wanting to stay on the phone all day talking to them? Is it like an addiction that you just forget about everything but that person? Is it willing to give up everything to be with that person?
Oh my god, I just realized I’m falling in love.
Eternity
It’s only been a few minutes since I saw you… smiling at me with your beautiful brown eyes and long black hair, but it feels like an eternity.
When will I see you again so I can hold you in my arms and caress your face? Rub my nose against yours like the children that we feel like when we are together. So I can hug you and look into your eyes to tell you how I feel.
When will I be able to have a candlelight dinner with you and talk about how crazy we are for each other? So we can drink wine, look at the stars, and talk about being together in another place away from here.
When will I be able to scream to the world that I am crazy about you? That I cannot eat, sleep, nor work because you are constantly in my mind and in my heart.
When feels like an eternity.
When will I see you again so I can hold you in my arms and caress your face? Rub my nose against yours like the children that we feel like when we are together. So I can hug you and look into your eyes to tell you how I feel.
When will I be able to have a candlelight dinner with you and talk about how crazy we are for each other? So we can drink wine, look at the stars, and talk about being together in another place away from here.
When will I be able to scream to the world that I am crazy about you? That I cannot eat, sleep, nor work because you are constantly in my mind and in my heart.
When feels like an eternity.
Muah
Muah.
I stare at your lips as my heart beats a thousand beats of emotions that I have not felt at the same time.
Fear – Fear that this is just a dream that I do not want to be awaken from.
Happy – Happy to have met someone that takes my breath away simple by smiling at me.
Angry – Angry because I know the time we have is not enough to fully appreciate your presence.
Lonely – Lonely because when I’m away from you I am empty inside.
Do I dare kiss you? If I do, I will not want to stop.
Do I touch you? Touch your skin that is so soft that I cannot kiss it enough to fully enjoy the taste of your body.
I cannot resist you. I do dare kiss you and touch you for as long as I can.
It is like magic, emotions that I can’t control, our bodies intertwined to make one.
The passion, the fire, the feeling of happiness… for a moment we forget everything in our lives.
And just then when the passion drives us to the point of madness…. I open my eyes are you are smiling at me and I’m staring at your lips…
I stare at your lips as my heart beats a thousand beats of emotions that I have not felt at the same time.
Fear – Fear that this is just a dream that I do not want to be awaken from.
Happy – Happy to have met someone that takes my breath away simple by smiling at me.
Angry – Angry because I know the time we have is not enough to fully appreciate your presence.
Lonely – Lonely because when I’m away from you I am empty inside.
Do I dare kiss you? If I do, I will not want to stop.
Do I touch you? Touch your skin that is so soft that I cannot kiss it enough to fully enjoy the taste of your body.
I cannot resist you. I do dare kiss you and touch you for as long as I can.
It is like magic, emotions that I can’t control, our bodies intertwined to make one.
The passion, the fire, the feeling of happiness… for a moment we forget everything in our lives.
And just then when the passion drives us to the point of madness…. I open my eyes are you are smiling at me and I’m staring at your lips…
Life is a funny thing
Life is a funny thing. You wake up, you go to work, you come home. Life is good.
But then one day life connects you with someone that makes you feel something different.
Sparks! Bang! Whomp! A connection so strong that makes you think your heart is about to explode.
A smile so beautiful, as if it were painted on her face by God himself. A woman with the face of an angel. Wow!
It is then that you realize that your life will never be the same. It is then that you realize that life wasn’t good, it was ok.
I don’t know what plans life has for me and this beautiful smiling woman. I can only enjoy the time that life will allow me to have with her.
But one thing is for sure, with her or without her, my life will never be the same.
But then one day life connects you with someone that makes you feel something different.
Sparks! Bang! Whomp! A connection so strong that makes you think your heart is about to explode.
A smile so beautiful, as if it were painted on her face by God himself. A woman with the face of an angel. Wow!
It is then that you realize that your life will never be the same. It is then that you realize that life wasn’t good, it was ok.
I don’t know what plans life has for me and this beautiful smiling woman. I can only enjoy the time that life will allow me to have with her.
But one thing is for sure, with her or without her, my life will never be the same.
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